On Our Way To Heaven, 1989

I find myself running to and embracing an excessive amount of information whenever I begin any creative process. In the midst of what appears to be chaos, while struggling to retain too much, I freeze and withdraw. This behavior results in my need of removing or concealing information in order to slow down my impulses. If beauty is the subject then the ease to imitate, that which is beautiful, is simple. However, it is an effort to make that imitation unique and curious. What I forget each time I return to this process is that life's issues can be simple as well as complicated. Variables continuously repeat themselves but sometimes appear differently. Our experiences can be unpredictable.